hey this is my last entry on here....i dont think i'm gonna do this whole xanga thing anymore

courtney

had the first speech meet yesterday....it kinda went sucky for me. i thought i did really good because i didnt screw up or anything on my speech but apparently the judges thought i didnt do so good because they didnt really like me.  but oh well, it was only the first meet so i have PLENTY of time to improve.

guess what is in 90 days??!?!?!?!?!!?!!?!!?!?!?  FALL OUT BOY, HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS, ALL AMERICAN REJECTS at the mid america center in counsil bluffs. now guess who's going????!!?!?!?!?!? ME!!!!! i'm so excited! (i had to tell you because obviously you couldnt tell how excited i am by reading this paragraph...)  so i'm goin with kayla, anna, rachel, and bret....and some other girl that's anna and rachel's friend from fremont....anyway, my point is that its gonna be like the best concert ever and i'm so excited! so anyway

so things are goin cool right now.......i'm back at youth group and i love it....yep.  and i'm goin to national youth conference july 2-7 so anyone else who's goin let me know so we can hang out!!!!

courtney

ugh....back from christmas break now.  it sucks....i hate school, honestly.  at least its now the weekend and i dont have school on monday.  i feel so much better now, and i have for the past week or so.....because i decided to just call it quits with tyler and its like it feels great because i dont have to worry about him anymore.  anyway....i suppose thats all i have for now.

courtney

this has been a.......good/bad christmas break.  i'm not sure whether the bad outweighs the good or not yet. 

good:  i got to spend some time with my family and i got some really nice gifts, including going snowmobiling in wyoming over christmas.  and kate and molly came down for a couple days just to hang out.

bad:  while snowmobiling, i went over a large hill and tanked it and my face went forward to the handle bars and my helmet flew off and i got a scrape on my chin and my knees have hurt real bad ever since.  also my boyfriend broke up with me on the 28.  well i dont know for sure if we are broken up...i think he said we are taking a break.  either way it sucks. 

anyway....i've starting my hitting sessions with ron now.  he's having me run on every pitch, instead of just the ones i drag.  so thats different and it will take some getting used to, but he says that i've caught on really quick.  my dad's sister's husband's dad (basically my uncle's dad, but not my grandpa) died the other day....so i went to his funeral today.  it was a good funeral, because the pastor said that its ok to be sorrowful at this time, but we need to remember to rejoice because now he's free from all pain and he's with Jesus and we will see him again someday.  so that was pretty cool. 

i'm such a loser.....i have no plans for new years eve.  i'll probably be sitting at home.  my 10 and 12 year old sisters have plans, and my parents are going out to eat and to a movie.  but i dont have any plans. 

courtney